Thursday, February 16, 2012
Have You Seen Her?
It's sort of an odd space to find myself in. It seems as though I am walking in this spiral and continue to come back to this space over and over and over again. The pull of it deepening with each pass.
The question remains though. Who am I? What are my passions? My strengths? My weaknesses? My likes and dislikes? What do I stand for?
Deep thoughts on this Thursday.
The thing about this blog is I find myself stressing over what to write lately. Again. I allow thoughts about it that run through my head to torture me. "I should be writing more about my butch experience." "I should write about current events." "I should write about things that people want to read." There's an underlying sense of wanting attention that I've never fully admitted to myself before. I am completely uncomfortable with it. Wanting to crawl out of my skin uncomfortable with it.
Where the fuck did that come from?
Excuse me while I go ponder this a bit more.